sahara

2010-06-22T07:13:00.000-07:00

it's been ages since i last did an entry.

nothing much this holiday. just some assignments and training. most of the time in bed. i had a camp on the 2nd - 4th June. AWESOME (: my group was SAGI-TAURUS ( spelling, not sure ). the only sec 2 in the group. enough about the camp.

i didn't sleep a wink last night. i drank a whole bottle of coffee milk tea. addicted ready. so many weird sounds coming from the carpark. but i just ignore. 6.30am then i sleep. woke up 1.30pm.

there's training tomorrow. hope won't fight or push anyone deliberately. no point getting angry because there are bound to be assholes in life. coach told me that.

she said ; " we must try to be like sponge. try to absorb everything. in the end, if you think about it, it's nothing. there are bound to be assholes in life. ( laughs ) ".

coach is right (:

2010-04-13T07:00:00.000-07:00

" makes me wonder ... "

2010-04-12T03:38:00.000-07:00

when i say i don't want to get involved in anything, i MEAN it. it's like, do i even have a personal space? all those questions and stuff. seriously, get some english lessons outside if you don't understand what's being taught in school la. fucked up people. ask me this, ask me that. too much questions on your mind makes you a person with no answers. you get it? let your brain have some space to breathe can?! what the fuck. questions, QUEStions and QUESTIONS ! might as well go jump down the building. seriously ah, get a life can? don't blame me if i'm giving you the cold shoulder. not to you only, to everyone too. one for all, all for one. call me selfish if you want. because i am, whatever you say i am. spare me from the agony of your questions, okay.

i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed.
and i'm sinking into a water so deep.

and did i owe you anything before this life? just stop it ah. irritating piece of shit.

2010-04-07T02:07:00.000-07:00

MADAGASCAR !

2010-03-22T18:04:00.000-07:00

okay...history assignment is so hard. what to do?? so hard. never mind. i'll try to do it anyway -.-

2010-03-18T20:43:00.001-07:00

SCORPIO - The Intense One ~ Very Energetic ~ (Oct 23 - Nov 21 ) Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

i found this in my mailbox. true meh ?

2010-03-18T20:04:00.000-07:00

i'm left with music assignment to do. finished dnt yesterday. a heavy load off my shoulders. thank God. just finished maths at ace-learning. i didn't do it at foolscap. but I DID IT OKAY.
i'm tired. want to sleep. ah.. can't wait for school to re-open. miss the school food.

2010-03-16T03:01:00.000-07:00

AH!!!!! SPRAINED ANKLE! PAIN LA......

2010-03-13T20:07:00.000-08:00

i'm so lazy want go jemputan later. i want to sleep ah. no choice, MUST GO. aper nak jadi dengan aku??

2010-03-13T20:02:00.000-08:00

I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.
I'M FEELING SO MENDAK NOW.

2010-03-13T01:07:00.000-08:00

now holidays. i'm thinking of going to the gym everyday. currently, many things are bugging me like a THOUSAND FIREFLIES BLOCKING MY VISUALIZATION. i'm going to work double hard to achieve better results. serious ah.. shitty results for Term 1. too obsessed with Phantom Of The Opera i guess? so.. that's all i have to say.

and to JB's fans..

STOP SINGING THE SONG " BABY " IN FRONT OF MY FACE. IT TURNS ME OFF.

2010-02-07T01:31:00.000-08:00

hey buddies. it's been a long time since i stepped into my blog. so here it goes. i got back from camp on friday, which was in coincidence, my dad's birthday. i got back home to find him sleeping, not working. so i greeted him, wished him HAPPY BIRTHDAY and got to shower. i was going to meet daryl, frederick and syafiee for lunch. i'm going to list what happened on each day(:

Day 1

we had a bumpy ride to sarimbun. i was sitting with CH at the back of the bus. and he was complaining like some sort of grandma.. like seriously.. all his wonderful vocabulary came out.. there was no air-con, and we were at the mercy of the sun's heat.. everything went wrong for us at the back there..irritating shit. we got there and had some wet activities, team-building games and we had to build tents. bloody hell i thought at first. but to my surprise it was fun. there was this game where we had to balance a beam and guess what? my weight determined if the beam was going to balance. like shit. funny sia. i kept scolding myself up there. ms huda and mr lim had fun laughing at me all those. but as a conclusion, it was fun -.- at night.. shit. and i'm serious. there were some PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRLS showering half-naked and i felt like pushing them into the well. it was bloody disgusting. you've developed, then act like a developed.. zzz.. they need lessons i guess. and i had to wait for phoebe while she showered, alone at almost 0000 i think. mr lim came over and talked to me. ms tan came and talked too. since there were some girls making noise in the toilet while showering, mr lim and i made dog sounds. that freaked the girls. that's the end of day 1.

Day 2

we had rafting in the morning. bloody hell. i didn't want to leave that activity. getting into the mud was fun. mat and me carried mrs tan into the mud with some other friends. she's very supporting. we love her. had high element challenge. i hated rock-wall. i was almost there and my helmet HAD to drop. i shouted louder than anyone could imagined. i had to fall for safety reasons. bloody hell. we had campfire. mrs chow start the campfire and she did the ending too. many dancing, cheers and items we saw. it was all fun. our class was very damn freaking united during the cheer and item. we screamed our lungs out. very fun(: i'm proud of you guys(:

Day 3

going home. but we had some chats and activities. and i fell at the peg ( is that how you spell it? )
stomach pain. like shit. and i was a dog. i kept digging the sand. i dug like a dog. hah. fun. we bid goodbye to sarimbun and the trainers. in the bus, i had to console ryan because he was kinda sobbing. i cheered him up and he's fine.

at night we went to celebrate dad's birthday. we went to eat crab and some other things. i slept well due to the full stomach(:

i'm going to blog again some other time. i'm tired. bye buddies(:

2009-12-17T00:25:00.000-08:00

okay.let me explain some things,as to make it crystal clear.i didn't post the entry before this.it was someone else.should know who hates reena the most nowadays.it's kinda obvious.another thing,i'm not infected by TB.many people asking me -.- it's not hard for me because i just give them a damned stare.hah.and i don't bother to Plurk anymore because i might end up yappin' about the wrong stuff.it's always me to be at the wrong place at the wrong time -.- so might as well take safety precautions.don't feel like going out now as my TONSILS ARE SWOLLEN AGAIN! fuck.it feels like having someone poking needles in my throat.pain sial.my feet got new injury.can't even walk properly.i have to limp while walking.i love my bro's snow cap.eminem business.hah.nothing much now.just need to go school these few days for some stuff.my credit's runnin' low.i drew something which left my mom kinda confused.she's like " why did you draw that for? " i said " if i set up a gang in the future, i'll take that as my symbol. " she just shook her head.well, she's very on-going like ellen.btw, for those who don't watch Ellen, i suggest you catch it on Channel 5 at 5pm, daily.except for weekends. it's going to hit 5 soon. i gotta to go.

cross your fingers for a better tomorrow.

2009-12-14T22:49:00.001-08:00

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2009-11-23T06:33:00.000-08:00

i've been going to hospital for the past 2 days.i hope brother comes back home soon.he's in the place where patients are put after a major operation.he needs a lot of attention now.dead beat.got a check-up to attend to.travel everyday.no time for stuff.it's okay.hope bro have a speedy recovery.

2009-11-11T05:44:00.000-08:00

"Haven't Met You Yet"

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to loose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I’ll never give up
I guess it's half timin and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazin
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid I'll give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all’s fair in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazin
And bein in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get

Oh you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get yeah
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh promise you kid to give so much more than I get
I said love love love love love love love
I just haven't met you yet

2009-11-11T05:39:00.000-08:00

"Everything"

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

2009-11-11T05:03:00.000-08:00

i know just how to whisper
and i know just how to cry
i know just where to find the answers
and i know just how to lie
i know just how to scheme
i know just when to face the truth
and i know just when to dream
and i know just where to touch you
and i know just what to prove
i know when to pull you closer
and i know when to let you loose
and i know the night is fading
and i know the time's gonna fly
and i'm never gonna tell you
everything i gotta tell you
but i know i gotta give it a try
and i know the roads to riches
and i know the ways to fame
i know all the rules
and i know how to break ém
and i always know the name of the game
but i don't know how to leave you
and i'll never let you fall
and i don't know how you do it
making love out of nothing at all
everytime i see you all the rays of the sun
are streaming through the waves in your hair
and every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
like a spotlight
the beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
and it's looking for a rhythm like you
you can take the darkness from the pit of the night
and turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright
i've gotta follow it
'cause everything i know well it's nothing till i give it to you
i can make the runner stumble
i can make the final block
and i can make every tackle
at the sound of the whistle
i can make all the stadiums rock
i can make tonight forever
or i can make it disappear by the dawn
i can make you every promise that have been made
i can make all your demons be gone
but i'm never gonna make it without you
do you realy want to see me crawl
and i'm never gonna make it like you do
making love out of nothing at all
making love, out of nothing at all
making love, out of nothing at all
making love, out of nothing at all
making love, out of nothing at all
making love, out of nothing at all
making love, out of nothing at all
making love, out of nothing at all

2009-11-04T03:50:00.000-08:00

today went out with syafiee and nurul atiqah..fun people to be with..so me and syafiee spend like an hour at the library searching for books to borrow.we're suddenly in for books nowadays.heh.i borrowed 3 books.he wanted to go to Jurong Regional Library to borrow this Kate Cann book.i don't know what to post ready.heh.

2009-10-31T05:55:00.000-07:00

ytd go take results with bro. he talked to sir funny sey. sir say i segregate myself with the malays..er..he ask me why i avoid the malays..i just say don't know..then went to JP with bro, go Courts..buy Hell In A Cell DVD..wrestling..come back home, fix cd player...then watch..nice...

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today went out with syafiee..skip the library parts..had alot of fun at ArtPark..from venting our anger at dogs and cats and (dolphins?) to having full laughters..played with sand..take pictures of random acts..talk..went home...heh :)

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it true that when someone is in love, the person will love red ?
don't worry..i'm not in love..
buat suspens jer..heh... :)

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and i feel like i'm living someone else's life

it's like i just stepped outside

when everything was going right

and i know just why you could not come along with me

cos' this was not your dream

but you've always believed in me

another winter day, has come and gone away

and even in Paris or Rome

and i wanna go HOME..

2009-10-23T01:44:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder if problems can only be solved by hurting yourself..well, from what i see, that's the case..it's a heavy influence to me..they don't see it..i hope they never see it..why should i only care for their feelings? why can't they think of what i feel? it's complicated stuff, i know..

life is unfair
life is unfair
life is unfair
life is unfair
life is unfair
life is unfair
life is unfair
life is unfair
life is unfair
life is unfair
life is unfair

2009-10-23T01:34:00.000-07:00

"engkau pergi aku takkan pergi..engkau menjauh aku takkan jauh...sebenarnya, diriku masih mengharapkan mu..."
"aku tak percaya lagi dengan apa yang kau beri...aku terdampar disini..tersudut menunggu mati..."
"kau ajarkan aku bahagia, kau ajarkan aku derita, kau tunjukkan aku bahagia, kau tunjukkan aku derita, kau berikan aku bahagia, kau berikan aku derita.."

2009-10-16T01:26:00.000-07:00

i get bored easily nowadays..all i do is write my thoughts in Faith and look at Hope..my Faith is now with someone..hope she'll return it to me soon..i want bowling..desperate..at least got some noise..the environment around me nowadays is just TOO quiet,seriously..i want to play monkey bar with syafiee, syahmi and nurul again someday after i cooled down over some stupid facts that i found out recently.and i'm giving him another chance..just pray hard that you won't trigger me.i have to cook dinner again tonight..mum going to work AGAIN at 6.30pm..penat siak..same things everyday..i wonder how's bro doing at taiwan now..and i SINCERELY want to thank syahmi for ruining my day yesterday..he just can't get straight to the point..serious shit that guy..

2009-09-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

well..i guess being selfish for you is the best thing on earth right?well..i don't give a damn actually..you live your life i 'll live mine..just fuck off..

2009-09-11T22:25:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY (12/09/09)

what's up people?for me, nothing's up..hehe..just now, during sahur, some people just love to piss me off every single day and night uh..well..IF I DON'T WANT TO EAT..DON'T FORCE ME..it IRRITATES me to the max..do you know that? well..you people are so busy with your careers, you guys don't even know wtf am i doing..nvm..it's better this way isn't it? just carry on with your life..i'll carry on with mine too..but this time, I'M CARRYING ON BECAUSE OF THE PRICELESS FRIENDSHIPS... yes..i'm getting more easier to fall sick because i'm just TOO TIRED..all those HEADACHES, RASHES and EATING ALOT..do you notice? no right? it's okay this way..yes, i know you noticed the RASHES, bought me medicine, and will BRING ME TO THE HOSPITAL ONE DAY..and i'm THANKFUL for that..

MONDAY (07/09/09)

yeah!school break!no school for a week.even though, have many homework, i don't mind.break time also must study.woke up around 9am plus.supposed to go schol to have the Dikir Barat practice and take a consent form for the History remedial that the whole class must attend on Thursday.instead,i went to grandma's house to visit her. very long time never visit her ready.she leaves at tampines,very far indeed.so in the train, i took a nap.after catching up with grandma for like an hour, i went to IMM.i went there with mum to get the ingredients needed for making Hari Raya biscuits.we spent more than an hour there to get the stuffs and including junk food for me.took a cab home.i slept like a log after i got home.only woke up during breaking fast time.went out (again), to take spectacles voucher. got home, did my homework and slept.

TUESDAY (08/09/09)

second day of the break.completed half of my homework.woke up at 11am plus.supposed to go school, but didn't again. I had rashes due to seafood allergy.damn!no seafood, no joy.instead, i helped mother to do some biscuits.smell was great, the taste was even better.took a short nap.woke up and watched tv.after break fast, i made oat biscuits.ended around 10pm plus.took a cold shower, watched CSI and finally went to bed.

WEDNESDAY (09/09/09)

third day of the break.didn't touch any homework at all except for Journal.(Ms Lee, English more important right?) haha.woke up at 8 am today.early right?had practice again today, didn't go also.instead, went for my training.finally, bowling.today's training was ll about basics and foundation. last 20 minutes, played game to see how we've progressed so far.i've got an improvement.my ball reacts to how i deliver it now.coach taught me how to hook the ball, and i can do it!ever since ive got my own equipment, coach has been teaching me new stuffs.should have gotten it earlier.well, dad's to blame for everything.small thing piss me off fast.i don't know why.got scolded by mother.slept early.

THURSDAY (10/09/09)

today 1F had the History remedial.it was fun.after History, me, natahsa, syafiee, reena and rauf went to the library.we went there and found a spot to do our homework.there was this guy who kept observing our group.we scared him off by surrounding him.after getting very bored in the library, we went to play monkeybar while rauf went home.spent more than an hour there.took some pitures and went home.mum bought medicine for my rashes.for once, i slept soundly.at night, ate dinner.after that, played computer and did homework.watched America's Next Top Model and went to bed.

FRIDAY (11/09/09)

school's going to re-open soon.many homeworks still not done.i don't know why.i just seem too tired to do my homework.but today, i WILL and MUST finish at least 2 homeworks.woke up and cleaned the house.i had the whole hous eto myself.i want to do homework ready.

2009-08-27T23:36:00.000-07:00

2009-06-26T22:56:00.000-07:00

hey..will not be blogging for the next few days/weeks?internet kana plugged..now using natasha laptop to blog..currently at the library with reena and natasha..they went to find some books..and i'm here blogging,alone..there's this librarian who always walk around the area we are in..quite strange..like we got GPRS around us to find us..so met up with reena at 7-11 at 11am..she wore pink..haha..then went to the library..waited for shawt-ass to arrive with her laptop..they wanted to do music project..but nvr do..very boring..bluhhh...so hear i am hearing songs at my playlist..waitng for syahmi to come..i wonder where he is now..ohk..he just msg me..he otw here..feel like eating waffle from prima deli..ughh..miss aunty xiaohong put the chocalate damn alot..can nose bleed sia..but nvr..my nose very strong?haha..gtg..bb:]

2009-06-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARYL IN ADVANCE!

back to my normal crappy posts..just now had bowling..mum followed me..she had nth to do..so why not?i no need fork out money for my own meals..hehe..all mother pay..and i ate alot..took taxi there..reach there..eat BBF..big breakfast..mother had sausage burger..then bowl from 1000-1200 hours..mother had a great time laughing at me and some of my bowling mate..especially shihan..then after tt mother talked to coach 4 a while..then went to JP..had slice fish noodle there..xtra fish..got proteins..haha...mother had porridge..then go sweettalk..buy champagne grape ice blended..last week i drink i got dizzy and slept..how i wish there was real champagne in it..then the public could see me running around naked?haha..no lah..jkjk only..walk walk..mother saw many ppl at the idk what shop..she went to see..got some public ppl designing cakes..met laila..she call me like call cat seh..the first thing she said to me was "7-11"..i knew what it meant..haha..then walk walk again..went to Old Chang Kee..bought sotong head and spicy sotong..no wonder xueyi calls me sotong..hehe..then go interchange..got this guy holding donation tin..i go see then make eye contact with him..he ask me donate!1st thing on my mind.."damn it!"haha..i donated,of course!then have this woman and man..the man blind..the woman not..haha..then the woman ask me alot of questions..i answer luh..then got one question tt made me really think.."which part of bukit merah does 198 stop?"..interchange..she wanted a more specific answer..if she were to ask me for the six-figure grid reference..i will cry in front of her and say i failed tt section..then in the bus..there was this couple sitting beside me and mother..they keep hugging each other..mother said she wanted to kahak on them..lucky the distance not far..reach soon..then went off...shower then blog..hehe..mother..i'm hungry again..

2009-06-12T19:46:00.000-07:00

heyyo..haha..er..later going out with more than 10 boys..no lah..meeting them only..talk abt some school stuffs..then watching movie..waiting for the moment..alah..mals ah nk turon..papa suroh beli makan..dier nk makan gi beli uh..ugh..gtg..post more later..

2009-06-12T08:05:00.000-07:00

i am feeling so lethargic after today.
i am going to sleep tight tonight.
i am going to dream about the movie tonight.
i want to be in the scenes of "Drag Me To Hell".
i am going to be labeled as "The Crazy One".
i am glad bestie's back.
i am glad i can msg her again after eight days.
i want to watch "Fighting","Ice Age 3" and "Where Got Ghost?" next.
i really want to watch the movie tt Beyonce's acting in.
i want to get my equipment by next week.
i can't wait for the next intensive bowling training.
i am going to stop here for the day.

2009-06-12T07:29:00.000-07:00

haha..today go watch movie..been ages since i've watched one..didn't even know student offer was off ready..haha...so kuno..haha..met up with junhao,rongzhou,chunhang,jerome,frederick,weisheng and keith..(wooo..all boys..)no lah..just good friends with them..met up cos of school matters..met the 1E chairman on the way to the library..exchange my number..i nvr asked for his..cos was in a rush..was late..sth cropped up at home..had to do housework and buy food for father..met mum,bought a pancake,went to buy his food and finally to the ATM(Always Take Money) machine..haha..quite lame uh..then did my last housework for the day..showered and went to lib..discussed really fast..cos chunhang want go play..so ok..rz and ws really pissed me off with their game..so cooled down really fast too..probably cos in air-contitioned place?haha..then went to mac..jh,ws and rz ate..i didn't..just didn't have the mood to..didn't even buy anythin' for the movie..just laughed my ass off during tt movie..it wasn't a comedy movie screening..instead it was horror.."Drag Me To Hell"..i guess i freaked both brenda and siqi cos they were screaming,shrieking,and shouting when i laughed like mad about the scary scenes...haha..tts me when i watch scary movies..just like The Coffin..haha..but no worries..i'm not a ghost..pinch me,i'll feel the pain..or pull a hair off my hand..haha..go eat at LJS..then shop for FD costume..really tire me out..shopping..only tt tires me out..the mere mention of tt word..i just KO..haha..then shop and shop and shop..then saw ms marzuki..went home..and just KO also..

2009-06-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

"the dark days are gone,the bright days are here"..bowling was especially great today..did swing and slide drills.after tt two games..we did improve..my score was better than the usual training..even though i haven't hit my highest point which was 136 at chevrons..but i will..coach asked me to buy equipment ready..i guess she needs me to really train with my own one..ok?next week?coach?we go buy together?morning woke up before 8am.."early bird catches the worm"..took 99..then exchange to 240..there was this guy who looked like a convict to me..but guess what?he worked at CISCO REcall...ok..i got really wrong this time..didn't eat breakfast uh..excuses..then saw 2 bowling mates at mac..so joined them..they playing PSP..i also play my racing game..then more bowling mates started to pour in..and the particular spot in mac was "packed like sardines by wwss bowling team"..btw,bowling captain dk how to eat pancakes..they laughed at him..but i didn't..idk why..just needed to get into the mood of a bowler..then after training,actually go library with them..but they had plans..so i went myself..it's better without friends..really really can concentrate..i read this book about suicides..didn't really freak me out tt book..mainly about the notes tt the suicides victims wrote to their loved ones before taking their own life..there was one i read and it's still etched in my mind..about a gay(just like adam lambert..) who took his life after knowing tt his secret was made known to the college he was in..his friend betrayed him..and his life started to become like a "living hell"..he described as..went home..watched tv..then nth ready..hehe..

2009-06-09T22:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY BESTIE!!
HAHA..3 MONTHS READY YOU BECOME MY BESTIE..HAHA..MAY OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST LONG:]HAHA..IDK WHAT TO SAY READY..

yay..tmr got bowling..10am-12pm..i'm leaving the house at exactly 9am tmr...later late walao need to walk fast fast..reach earlier better..so i've decided after bowling,i'm going to have my lunch,go play arcade for 1hour..most of the effort will be spent on street basketball the game..shooting one..confirm gt play drums one..then daytona..woohoo..then go library study..decide to go home around 6pm+..so mum said ok..i told her my plan..she was like"up to you lah"..i also ok lah..kakak,if you canot pay full amount also nvm..nxt month also can pay..but just pay $20 for the month also i won't mind..i want to watch movie!!arghh!!please?you visit my blog rite?so you must read this..i need the money..i won't pester you for payment unless i really need it man..i want watch movie with bestie..kakak,tolong uh..tolong eh?kakak good kan?tmr no dance class..for the past two days..dance class..sweat like fat cow..i won't say pig even though ms marzuki calls me tt..the weather damn hot nowadays..so sweating makes me feel more hotter.haha..no worries..NO SIGNS OF HEATSTROKE YET..i'm a healthy young adult..haha..1F boys,i'm meeting you guys..so rmb uh..girls costume..screw them..ask for ideas,most of them idk..freak bodoh..stress..so i've decided..if you girls nvr give me any ideas,you girls will wear your uniform while the boys will look good on tt day..including me..thank god i'm wearing the boys one..thanks ms marzuki..for those who can't make it on the meeting,its ok..we will decide then tell you guys abt it..syahmi,daryl,wenhan and kimhee..yeah..so any updates i'll tell you..no worries..tts all for the day..i love my new hair!!

2009-06-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

woah..2nd week of june holidays..woohoo..tmr is the 3rd month of our friendship..haha..12 June i want go watch movie.."drag me to hell"..excited..thinking of watching with bestie..but idk if she likes the idea.she's at camp now..i wonder how's she doing..good?fine?she's going to be back in the next three days..yes!!!so how am i supposed to ask her?"hi..you want to watch a horror movie?"or maybe i should skip the horror word and just say"hi..you want to watch a ...... movie?"?haha..3 months and idk what type of genre she prefers?aiya..let her decide..better..so enough about the movie thing uh..1st week of holidays nt tt bad..fun fun fun..of cos did my homework..left with two only..i wonder what's going to happen in this 2nd week..maybe sorrow?cos i've notice tt after loads of fun..here comes the eagle(those who watch big stan will know this line..haha!)..haha..no lah..here comes the sorrow..just now woke up at 10.30+ like tt..around there..i woke up also cos of brenda msg me..i was dreaming about..what was i dreaming about huh?then cannot sleep ready..did housework..ate..mum called..asked me to go down have lunch with her..then bought things for the kitchen..junk food..yes!!!went home and now blogging..later alone at home..yes!!!btw..i'm really "in" for this article..the one tt kept talking abt david carradine's possibilities of why he died..never did i knew tt even an old man could die from masturbation?so weird..1st time read abt such stuff..so i didn't think he died fom "it"...so i'll stop here as for know..

2009-06-06T01:22:00.000-07:00

ytd was a lot of fun..went to town with renny and kakak..met at boonlay control station..renny was talking to someone on the phone..first thing tt went through my mind was "this girl's really wild.."the way she dresses and talk..wow..boom boom pow..so went to swensens for lunch..i had pizza and spaghetti..the pizza was shared..renny had a salmon dish while kakak had sth tt looked like "kahak" to me..eww..renny said this to me.."don't order the drinks.we'll order desert instead."i just said okay..then we laughed..in the end..renny ordered ice-cream cake cos i was bloody full..she and kakak shared..i just watched..bloody full..then we sat outside JP for awhile..sat then talked for awhile..there was this malay FUGLY couple staring at us..and they were talking about kakak..their eye contact was always with her..wanted to point not the index,pinkie,ring or thumb..but the middle finger to them..but didn't..waste of time..next we headed to marina square to meet renny's mum and her tuition kids..we wanted to play bowling tgt..so much fun..renny and me team..while kakak and renny's mum indian tuition kid paired up..renny's mum,sabrina and the little brother of the girl played arcade..so fun seh..then went off to another place..kakak and renny bought couple's shoes..the design was okok only lah..i'm very attracted to a PUMA shoe..it has a design tt i've nvr seen anyone wearing it b4..i really really want tt shoe for my birthday..i must own it..no matter what it takes,i will buy tt shoeor someone buy it for my birthday?..i'm very certain only tt place sell the shoe..common areas of shopping won't stock tt kind of shoe..enough about the shoe..walked around at town there..went to DQ and bought large orange juice,pina colado and mocca..it costs $16.30..pro seh..i had the mocca..it costs $4.95..very nice..i want more of tt..i didn't know why i wanted mocca..could have just ordered orange juice?tastebuds going wild nowadays..fat..fat..fat!!headed to renny's house..took 105..quite a long journey..played badminton with the girl and sabrina..really good..but maybe i'm better?haha..jkjk..anyone wants a match one day?i want to play..played bicycle..fell down..went to the drain 2 times..haha..renny's auntie was really starightforward..she asked this quiestion.."you don't know how to ride a bike uh?" i said i knew..what?people who knows how to ride a bike doesn't fall?weird..but nvm lah..i open..i didn't think too much about tt issue..so went up at 7pm+..kakak showered..renny was giving tuition to some sec 4 kids which i thought was sec 1?disgrace seh..haha..took 157 from toa payoh and straight to jurong..nice ride..haha..i'll show the pic of the bicycle tt i rode..really cool one..

2009-06-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

IT'S JUST A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE I BLOW MY TOP.MY PATIENCE IS RUNNING OUT.LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR TO THE BOTH OF YOU.STOP RUNNING MY LIFE!!DOESN'T MEAN I KEEP QUIET,I LIKE/LOVE WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO ME.SO,WHAT NOW?CALLING ME AN UNGRATEFUL BRAT?INDEED,I AM ONE.THE ONE THAT YOU BROUGHT UP.

1.
you will be using the computer later at 2330.ok,fine.but why in the world do you have to use the computer when i am using it?!screw you!i do what you tell me to do.you even told others that i'm your maid.again,screw you!just be thankful that God blessed you with a little sister like me.even though i irritate you alot,but you do it even more.i took care of you when you were drunk.i took care of your meals.and this is what i get in return?!screw you!wait till i'm gone,and you'll know why God gave you such a sister.reflect,reflect please.

2009-06-03T20:37:00.000-07:00

i will post the pics taken..actually 3 only lah..haha

2009-06-02T01:06:00.000-07:00

okay..morning woke up..shower..went to prima deli first..mummy give me money..then she passed me a box of muffin..inside got 6..she said share with my friends..i said my friends more than 6..she was like cut half lah..i laughed..bought 1 plain waffle..it was 20 cents..it's quite big..went to the library and guessed what?ameline hugged me..at least let me go under the shades..it was freaking hot..some more wear black..than siqi hugged me..i guess i pooh?haha..then went to 3rd floor..we sat(of cos)..then syahmi and daryl come..followed by syafiee..yay..haha..ameline said she hungry..i ask her go down eat don't want..stubborn little kid..hehe..when they asked me where want go eat,i said this,"i anything..but she(ameline) must eat proper meal.."she then said i was more caring than junhao?well..i appreciate tt comment but when she mentioned junhao,i was like ??..so,off we went to JP..they decided to eat Pizza Hut..i was okay with them..me and rauf nvr eat..i wa full after eating tt waffle..rauf nvr eat,idk why..so went to TS..SQ donno what she want find there..then went to popular..i had to buy correction tape..me,syahmi and syafiee talked crap there..the rest idk do what..the 3 malay boys accompanied me to 7-11..i bought pepsi and 1 smoked sausage puff..it was buy one get one free..i didn't know until the cashier told me to take one more..the others made their way to the library(again)..so off we went to meet them..i saw them..syahmi walked in 1st but cock-eye..cannot see..haha..so i completed my science..played at the playground for awhile..then went home..

a video on penguins..haha..after finish eating pizza hut..

2009-05-31T23:11:00.001-07:00

HELLO ;D
THIS POST IS FOR 6A'08 PEOPLE & 6N PEOPLE;D
WE WILL BE HAVING A LEVEL GATHERING AT WESTCOAST

6R,U,L HAS ALRDY CONFIRMED WHO IS GOING
YANTING IS THE ORGANIZER,SHE WANTS TO PULL 6A & 6N IN.

DATE : 15th june (nxt nxt monday)
TIME:10am

VENUE:lakeside mrt station

SPREAD!

2009-05-30T02:04:00.000-07:00

i wonder when Prison Break 3 is coming out..i suggest to those ppl who don't watch prison break,go watch..i guess mas selamat watch this to plan his escape?its really nice to watch..i've decided to post the pictures of the cast of prison break..here it goes..

dominic purcell,amaury nolasco,robert knepper and wentworth miller

2009-05-30T01:39:00.000-07:00

er..i feel neutral about my life nowadays..idk why..tell me why..got so many probs to settle last time..maybe they're really settled now?i hope so..everytime clenching my fist to control from erupting..i really need a course on anger management..anyone?enough crapping about this...

HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS:

1.Maths TB pg 198-200
2.Maths Specimen Paper 2
3.Elementary Maths Worksheet
4.General Science Worksheet
5.EL Comprehension
6.EL Composition
7.EL Summary
8.EL Vocabulary Words
9.EL Reading & Vocabulary Logbook ( 5 articles)

i've got training on..

1.3 June
2.10 June
3.17 June
4.24 June

so those peeps who want to know i bowl,daryl,ameline and carissa..(rmb tt time we talked at fico?)so maybe you guys can work out a solution?i will be training at Taman Jurong Superbowl..down there also not bad the surroundings..anything,anyone of you can contact me?it will be in the morning..10 am to 12 pm..its going to be fun you know..look at how i bowl..haha..if you guys can make it,i'll join you guys after traning..you can come earlier to bowl first and to watch me,i don't mind..haha..so anythin' just sms me or contact me..haha..tts all for now..

2009-05-26T05:26:00.000-07:00

SECONDARY ONE GAMES INFORMATION (i've written on the board just now in class)

1.card stacking - junhao & syahmi
2.street basketball - weisheng,rongzhou & wenhan
3.bang bang - chunhang & guanyuan
4.ping pongball - ameline,carissa & brenda
5.pass the rubber band - amalia,maisarah & reena
6.roller coster - rauf,huifang & boonrui
7.finger fencing - siqi and me
8.treasure hunt - daryl & natasha

Reserves:
1.frederick
2.dianlun
3.syafiee

*absentees will be replaced by reserve(s).
*reserves bring PE (just in case)
*no absentees, reserves don't need to come
*atendance is compulsory
*students are encouraged to cheer for their OWN classmates (points will be given)

Time:2.45pm
Venue:hall
When:28 may 2009,Thursday
Attire:PE attire

2009-05-25T03:07:00.000-07:00

today is ameline's birthday.."how old are you?"ameline,if you're reading this..haha..1st joke of the day..hahaa..then life's goes on..lessons..i got very lethargic after recess..play soccer with daryl,syahmi,rauf,syafiee,chunhang,natahsa,reena,amalia and maisarah..had alot of fun..i become the goalkeeper..me,natahsa,reena,syahmi and syafiee team..daryl,amalia,maisarah,rauf and chunhang team..amalia become goalkeeper also..i saved the balls with my legs..walao,the daryl rembat seh..nvm..leg very strong..rauf also rembat..but i saved quite a number of balls..haha..with hands and legs..then quite red..but vey fun..haha..daryl praised me uh..haha..reena too..ms o wasn't in school..there was hockey tournament..at the end,left me,chunhang,rauf,daryl,syahmi and syafiee only..we play penalty..the rest go play captain's ball..walao..primary school i had enough ready luh..by the time,penalty,my legs jelly ready..haha..go canteen buy water..slack at classroom with daryl and weisheng..idk what to post ready..

2009-05-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the sunshine bouquet.
Sunny, thank you for the love you brought my way.
You gave to me your all and all.
Now I feel ten feet tall.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the truth you let me see.
Sunny, thank you for the facts from a to c.
My life was torn like a windblown sand,
And the rock was formed when you held my hand.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny

Sunny, thank you for the smile upon your face.
Sunny, thank you for the gleam that shows it’s grace.
You’re my spark of nature’s fire,
You’re my sweet complete desire.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

i love this song man..heard it first yesterday when watching CJ7..i want to watch again..haha...tt toy is really cute seh..sunny..sunny..thank you for the truth you let me see..haha..

2009-05-22T02:25:00.000-07:00

after so long then i post the picture..hehe..bro bought this cake..its called chocolate marshmallow..on top is cocoa,strawberry and idk what the balls are..hehe..i love this cake..

2009-05-21T06:11:00.000-07:00

idk where to start..EL was fun..maths was fun too..art had a great time with siqi..ahaha..come on,brenda.i was just joking..literature was fun too..had continuous fun with siqi and huifang..MT had test..skip..skip..skip..

i'm bored you know..i go back home late cos you nag at me non-stop..maybe one day,i should go home very late..let you know how i feel..sick..you nag at me even though when i'm sleeping,in the toilet..etc..i'm tired of all this problems..one after another...why give me a painful childhood?trying to make me know tt life isn't tt easy to handle?one lesson is enough..got the hang of it and you can't stop?it's alright you know cos i saw too much..too much for a going-to-be 13 year old kid/teenager to see.. i really have to say thank you cos what you aim for was a success..

2009-05-20T04:30:00.000-07:00

went GAGAGAGA!in school today..crazy whole day,hyper all way..singing karma chameleon whole day..change the lyrics to amalia..haha..i jus go GAGA whenever i see her smile..its like so innocent..skip skip skip..

things that i need to complete:

1.reading and vocabulary logbook(by tmr)
2.journal logbook(by tmr)
3.home economics workbook(by monday)
4.science biology(last few questions)
5.do maths paper 2(revision purposes)
6.in-touch
7.pack bag for tmr

i'll let kakak use the computer since she's been away for few days..waiting for her arrival..excited to know what she bought for me..haha..want to eat cupcake also..tmr i won't use computer tmr also cos i need to complete the things above..friday no school..marking day..will complete the things also..er..1F,please wear proper socks above the ankle for the sake of me..if nt recess need to go find teacher..sian leh..hungry,later bad mood..ur ppl money will be wasted too..$2..can buy mcflurry at mac leh..think about it..i now wear proper socks ready..just be a nerd at school..no one will snigger at you..and i do not want to collect money from you ppl and buy socks for you ppl..waste time..waste money..waste everything luh..so heed this chairperson's advice and you'll be happy enough to spend your money on sth else which is interesting..hehe..

2009-05-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

18.5.09 (Monday)

CS over!yeah!woohoo!!but i didn't do well..cos i was very stunned when it came to my turn..syahmi was like"i will now pass the time to sahara."i was .... stunned..just plain stunned..i forgot my lines..reaction very slow..i looked up and more than 35 pair of eyeballs was staring smack at my face..bloopers..!i just continued..natasha talk after my turn..i thought to myself.."is it because of the knocks that i got on my head alot of times caused me to be just slow?"sometimes it hurts,sometimes it really hurts..but strangely,i rmb the comments part,i was trying to rmb too..while syahmi was cuckling like a hen,not a cock..music..talked abt this assignment..was focusing abt home..nvr bring money...go home wanted to eat..mother came back..i ask her to rest and was it possible for her to bring me to JP for dinner..cos left the 3 of us only at home..bro NS,sis go KL..mother said ok,but papa called..so went dinner with him..but b4 tt,i went to SPC to buy some light food first..to sustain longer..saw Formula one car near the interchange there..ask mother after dinner go see..she said ok..papa was waiting for us at banquet..i had chicken rice cos idk waht to eat..just random..mother talked to aunt nancy for a while..papa went to ntuc first..we pangseh him..haha..went to buy Yami Yoghurt..went to ntuc..papa was looking at papayas?er.....walked and walked..papa banged into me when i was like wanting to scoop some scoops left inside the cup..the thing fell from my hand..almost said "ooi!!"i go say to him why you bang me?i angry ready..almost smack him..it wasn't easy for me to get that yoghurt with the topping tt i like..then i start to fed-up..you may find it unreasonable but he said this when i questioned him"who bang you?'..control myself very very hard..go toilet wash hand..i picked up the yoghurt and the cereals cos it will be very inconsiderate if i left it there,melting...walked alone for a while..i just needed time for myself..saw the cereal that was used for the yoghurt..begged mother buy for me..tt really cooled me down..he took things but didn't want to pay for it..i'm grown up father..i can see,feel..don't you feel "takder muke?"...i'll nvr want go ntuc or anywhere ever again..i've seen enough..

2009-05-13T05:36:00.000-07:00

just now in school,me,reena,amalia and natasha went crazy..haha..amalia not really larh,cos she's the good one..haha..HE was just plain disgusting..wrap the blenched cabbage with marinated chicken in it..i asked reena if i could marinate it cos i have the right feeling of what should go into the metal bowl..haha..lucky it was chickens cos i just molested it..STEAMING..chunhang,your FAVOURITE word..haha..the both of us had alot of fun in the kitchen..hehe..went crazy,singing poker face..dance to the beat..while waiting for the thing to STEAM..we did a test..could cry when was doing it..oh yarh..had geography test too..i was like,the first word that came to my mind was "freak.."..hehe..i did study but mapping was just killing me.."state the grid reference for the.."piece of shit..wasted my time..wenhan was also saying "waste my time seh"..haha..recess talked to nazeerah,suhaila,syafiqah and atiqah for a while..went to join natasha,amalia,reena,syafiee..asked rauf to joined cos he alone there..he joined and syafiee and him played catching..the best part is,they played around the table,and syafiee couldn't catch rauf..lame seh..syahmi was nowhere to be seen..so i saw my biggest fan in westwood(she admit herself one..),with atiqah the girl who always gets disturbed by me..my biggest fan say"bawak bekal nampak"..i was lyk"aku takder duit per".."mengaku seh"..äku tak mengaku,cume cakap.."..haha..the both of them laughed..what's so funny about my response?weird..EL,was just moody..dk why..tell me why...haha..geography,went to computer lab..fooled around at the back:Dmaths..haha..passed leh!not borderline!hahaha..chunhang so hilarious..fooled around with ms goh..malay,went to computer lab..did a test on compositon..i did the question on"why are handphones so important in this era?"i just wrote what came to my mind..haha..went for break b4 going for art make-up lesson..chinese classmates were late so the lesson end late also..nvm:D..so reena,me and natasha was sitting behind the thing..idk what's its called..i wanted to tap natasha's back but target went totally wrong..she smacked amalia's..her reaction v..e..r..y..
slow..waited for reena to come,she went to the toilet,she came back,natasha smacked hers..i laughed non-stop..reena was lyk"give me your ass lah!"..haha..really laughed..haha..did animation video..syahmi went home and left me in charge..i was lyk serious?..and he went an innocent yarhh.,duh..kill him..bused to jp and ate ban mian..bused home..took 157..

2009-05-13T05:21:00.000-07:00

So I point one back at 'em, but not the index or pinkie
or the ring or the thumb, it's the one you put up
when you don't give a fuck, when you won't just put up
with the bullshit they pull, cause they full of shit too

eminem said this on the song "the way i am".
i salute this rapper cos' he's just,no words in my dictionary can describe him
just plain incredible

vitamin c- friends forever

2009-05-09T00:38:00.000-07:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

2009-05-08T22:13:00.000-07:00

today marked the 2 months bestie is my bestie..today also marked the loss of my uncle..sadded..tell me..why bad things happen when good things happen?stop giving me this man..i feel how i feel inside..i guess this month is cursed..just give a break..

2009-05-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

haha..happy seh..just now make jokes in the bus..laugh lyk mad..school was great..syafiee nvr come..i think over what happened yesterday..aiyo..rauf..saw bestie..walk and talk with her for a while..amalia smile at me until lyk what seh..followed her around 4 few minutes..then she go canteen i go classroom go disturb natasha..she hit me lyk mad..haha..her reaction so funny..bestie saw what happened..haha..do homework in the classroom with natasha and amalia..shahreez and his good friend came in and disturbed natasha..she got very irritated..i go laugh at her..she stare at me lyk want to kill me..they made comments abt our classmates..natasha got very damn irritated this time..they made fun of amalia's name..natasha scold them..haha..reena came after the two went home..haha..natasha and her went to buy nata de coco..reena looked lyk a goldfish trying to gasp for air..she cannot eat properly..went to jp..natasha wanted to go popular..she wanted to buy sth for her mother..reena and me looked at some things and merely made a joke abt those things..went to find natasha..when reena found her,i said she was so so small tt finding her was very hard..she smacked me damn hard..haha..in the end..her own hand pain..so stupid..she's so going to smack me..so me tang and ms suhana..omg..ms tang so funny..cannot say..later paiseh lorh!bought chocalate waffle(both sides)..and natasha was like eww?small girl lah tt one..haha..4got to tell...i had a new hairstyle during geography...ms tang she say she like the texture..many positive comments were made..so i've decided..tuesday go school with tt hairstyle..it's lyk one of the beatles singer hair lah..wenhan's twin i should say..haha..exactly 5pm i reached home..shower then play com..going down later..

2009-05-05T07:46:00.000-07:00

Way I Am lyrics
[Eminem]
Whatever..
Dre, just let it run
Aiyyo turn the beat up a little bit
Aiyyo.. this song is for anyone.. fuck it
Just shut up and listen, aiyyo..

I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bag
of this weed it gives me the shit needed to be
the most meanest MC on this -- on this Earth
And since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse
And just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works
And it sells and it helps in itself to relieve
all this tension dispensin these sentences
Gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest
and I rest again peacefully (peacefully)..
but at least have the decency in you
to leave me alone, when you freaks see me out
in the streets when I'm eatin or feedin my daughter
to not come and speak to me (speak to me)..
I don't know you and no,
I don't owe you a mo-therfuck-in thing
I'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think
I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick
if you tempt me my tank is on empty (is on empty)..
No patience is in me and if you offend me
I'm liftin you 10 feet (liftin you 10 feet).. in the air
I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you
Go call you a lawyer, file you a lawsuit
I'll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe
I'm tired of all you (of all you)..
I don't mean to be mean but that's all I can be is just me

[Chorus: Eminem]

And I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
Radio won't even play my jam
Cause I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
I don't know it's just the way I am

[Eminem]
Sometimes I just feel like my father, I hate to be bothered
with all of this nonsense it's constant
And, "Oh, it's his lyrical content -
- the song 'Guilty Conscience' has gotten such rotten responses"
And all of this controversy circles me
and it seems like the media immediately
points a finger at me (finger at me)..
So I point one back at 'em, but not the index or pinkie
or the ring or the thumb, it's the one you put up
when you don't give a fuck, when you won't just put up
with the bullshit they pull, cause they full of shit too
When a dude's gettin bullied and shoots up his school
and they blame it on Marilyn (on Marilyn).. and the heroin
Where were the parents at? And look where it's at
Middle America, now it's a tragedy
Now it's so sad to see, an upper class ci-ty
havin this happenin (this happenin)..
then attack Eminem cause I rap this way (rap this way)..
But I'm glad cause they feed me the fuel that I need for the fire
to burn and it's burnin and I have returned

[Chorus]

[Eminem]
I'm so sick and tired of bein admired
that I wish that I would just die or get fired
and dropped from my label and stop with the fables
I'm not gonna be able to top on "My Name is.."
And pigeon-holed into some pop-py sensation
to cop me rotation at rock'n'roll stations
And I just do not got the patience (got the patience)..
to deal with these cocky caucasians who think
I'm some wigger who just tries to be black cause I talk
with an accent, and grab on my balls, so they always keep askin
the same fuckin questions (fuckin questions)..
What school did I go to, what hood I grew up in
The why, the who what when, the where, and the how
'til I'm grabbin my hair and I'm tearin it out
cause they drivin me crazy (drivin me crazy).. I can't take it
I'm racin, I'm pacin, I stand and I sit
And I'm thankful for ev-ery fan that I get
But I can't take a SHIT, in the bathroom
without someone standin by it
No I won't sign your autograph
You can call me an asshole I'm glad

I HATE YOU PAPA

2009-05-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT HUH?
ENOUGH OF YOUR SHIT!
MUMMY MAY NOT SAY ANYTHING IN FRONT OF YOU
BUT EVER THOUGHT OF WHAT SHE FEELS
AND YOUR CHILDREN TOO?!
ALL YOUR CHILDREN IS GROWN UP
THEY CAN FEEL AND SEE WHAT YOU DO TOWARDS OUR BELOVED MUMMY
THINK THROUGH
WILL YOU ONLY REALIZE HOW MUCH MUCH YOUR WIFE HAVE BEEN SACRIFICING ONLY WHEN SHE'S GONE?!
WAKE UP PAPA
WITHOUT HER,WOULD WE HAVE BEEN ABLE TO GO THROUGH 2007?
SHIT OUT!
SHE CRIED,YOU KNOW?
SHE SCREAMED,YOU KNOW?
YOU JUST DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!
I HATE YOU PAPA
SO WHAT IF YOU'RE THE HEAD OF THE FAMILY?
DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE!
MUMMY CRIED AT THE DINING TABLE,YOU JUST SAT THERE LIKE A STATUE
WHEN YOU HAD A HEART,STILL BREATHING
ARE YOU HUMAN OR NOT?
YOU THINK YOU'RE PERFECT
BUT YOU'RE FAR WORST THAN ANY SHIT I'VE EVER FOUND ON EARTH!
I PROVE TO YOU THAT I'LL GIVE MUMMY I BETTER LIFE
BUT IF YOU'RE STILL LIVING,I'LL NEED TO CONSIDER
BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST NOT APPRECIATIVE OF WHAT WE DID FOR YOU!
I'M CRYING AS I'M WRITING THIS POST
I JUST WANT TO KILL YOU
GIVE YOU A TASTE HOW LIFE SUCKS WITH YOU
I JUST DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
I'VE SEEN THROUGH YOU
NOTHING IS NICE ABOUT YOU
NO SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY
NO SENSE OF APPRECIATION
NO SENSE OF RESPECT
NOTHING IS PRESENT IN YOU
I'LL STUDY HARD TO PROVE THAT EVEN WITH THIS KIND OF SITUATION
I CAN DO A FREAKING GOOD JOB
THAT MUMMY CAN APPRECIATE
I PROMISE YOU MUMMY
I'LL SHOW YOU THAT I'M A GOOD DAUGHTER
NO WORRIES
I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF
JUST PUT YOUR MIND AT EASE
ABANG AND KAKAK...
IF YOU'RE READING THIS POST
PLEASE...STOP MAKING MUMMY WORRY
PITY HER
I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER SUFFER ANYMORE
I'LL DO MY PART...
YOU DO YOUR PART
PLEASE...TRY TO UNDERSTAND
PLEASE...

2009-04-30T23:16:00.000-07:00

aku tak percaya lagi..dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar disini..tersedut menuggu mati
aku tak percaya lagi..akan guna matahari..yang dulu mampu terangi..sudut gelap hati ini..
aku berhenti berharap..dan menunggu datang gelap..
sampai nanti suatu saat..tak ada cinta ku dapat..
kenapa ada derita,bila bahagia tercipta?
kenapa ada sang hitam,bila putih menyenangkan?
aku pulang tanpa dendam..
ku terima kekalahan ku..
aku pulang tanpa dendam
ku salutkan kemenangan mu..
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

2009-04-25T06:20:00.000-07:00

wth..spent the whole day sleeping..woke up..shower..had milo 4 breakfast..then eat maggi..what a life nowadays..i just follow what my heart tells me to do..watched tv 4 a while..then slept on the sofa..woke up..went to bedroom sleep again..lyk zombie nowadays..at school and at home also the same..wake up,shower,eat,sleep..same routine..eager 4 monday..zombie goes to school..nth much happen today..lyk tt only uh..:I:I:K

2009-04-24T06:48:00.001-07:00

today was just a SHIT day for me..i just forced a smile everywhere i go...science lesson go bio lab..instead of doing the experiment,i burned the wooden thing tt is used to hold the test tubes using the bunsen burner..ms soo keep coming to my table there lorh..she lyk keep watch at me cos she saw me burn the thing once..she tell me dnt burn cos dangerous and i'm nt supposed to do the experiment,nt STARE INTO EMPTY SPACE..she walked away to other tables 4 a while..at tt moment,i continued burning the thing..she come back,she asked me this"WHY DO I SMELL SOMETHING BURNING?"..i go say i go burn the thing lorh..honesty is the best policy..she nagged at me 4 lyk 2 mins?i donno what nag she nag seh..then MT..had outdoor classroom near the HE room..write abt what you think of "PUPPY LOVE"..i was stupid lorh,puppy love..make someone hurt 4 nth..i've nvr experienced it cos i just think tt it's PLAIN SILLY..recess..ate alot..ameline smiled at me from another table..my reaction freaking SLOW..i smiled lyk after 15 seconds?i ate alot too..morning come school had 1 milo and sandwich 4 breakfast..recess i had sandwich and two prata..amalia noticed me being angry..she asked me why..i was lyk donno..cos i just have mood swings this few days..geography..had the mapping test..just couldn't do it..i'm sorry ms tang and mummy if i fail..i just wrote what i felt lyk writing on the paper..i couldn't understand wth was i writing..maths gt nag by ms goh also..cos i write reminder without her permission..she wasn't teaching..she was telling the class to draw donno what thing..angle bisector in the triangle?ameline kept calling my name when i'm writing the thing..i shout at her..the class went quiet?i am not me this few days..tts when ms goh nag at me..i said sorry..i said sorry to ameline after tt cos it wasn't me..after school,the whole class stay back..needed to collect the consent forms which some ppl in the class just won't stop giving me problems about..i get more irritated when it comes to collecting this cursed piece of paper..especially when the class start telling me tt they nvr bring the forms when i haven't even finish my instructions..so what if i'm the chairperson?i still need some rest and relieve for a moment..asked them what they wanted to buy wif the $20..drinks..okok..bought green tea,lemon tea and lemon barley..thx daryl 4 suggesting..went home change..went to sheng siong to buy the drinks..hui fang came along..after taking the drinks,still have balance..bought sweets..haha..4 flavours..strawberry,grape,apple and orange..haha..wait 4 jerome after buy..thx fangfang for the coke..jerome came and hui fang went home..he went to westwood..reached bus stop..he say he nvr wallet..he ran home..he came back fast seh when his house was quite far?reach westwood..the uncle say i cannot come in..i go argue wif the uncle..he bring me inside talk to the DM..i also nt scared..DM gave me special request..went in..put in...locked the door and went home..played ping pong..eat..shower..do homework and nw then free..still nt quite happy..just force a smile uh..

2009-04-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

today was fun..i didn't get bored during EL lesson cos it was computer lab..haha..enjoyed my day except for the tripto school..the CPS students very...push me seh..walao..almost scold them bt see them small,let them go uh..dnt care..nowadays,walk to school with zhaohua..going to school with him is so much fun cos he just makes me laugh with his tales..walk faster to school cos need to pass sth to bestie..then go assemble..read the book tt i borrowed at the library..1st time i read during assembly without having the urge to disturb ppl...haha..Home Economics..baked strawberry swiss roll..gave to shania..she said"eh..!powerpuff girls!"..my container luh..haha..my favourite cartoon last time..now is Ben 10 and Avatar..she shared with wati..haha..drank two cups of green tea..it was more lyk green tea syrup..drink bit by bit..nvr eat cos many ppl..then go back gate,hang out with the normal ppl..after recess was El..did what we were supposed to do..i go change syahmi chair cos his seat can rock..then very nice luh..i change when he was at the front..then geography..1st period,seat at my place..2nd period,sit at ameline place there..ms tang give us class work pg 103-106..wenhan go erase become pg 10-106..haha..ms tang gt irritated?become homework cos never finish..she give us the workbook the last 10 mins seh..maths..ms goh nvr come..bt the teacher tt i like alot,relieve leh..she teach me hw to do one question..chelsea walked past wif bestie..wenhan shout my name then go point outside..they walk ready then i go shout'CHELSEA!'. loudly..she reverse..thought she would just walk away..then i say i want go toilet..the teacher say no..haha..i guess she knew my motive?then when the maths period over,i go run out of the class..very hyper ready..cos MT lesson,mdm azlina gt come:]..after for so long..reach classroom,i go shout,"cikgu!i miss you!"she laugh at me..disturb izza and atiqah..they everytime get kacau by me one lorh..syahmi and ashraf just laugh at them..in class just play around and did this worksheet.."what type of business would you venture into if you had the chance to become a businesswoman/businessman?"..i said i wanted to open a jamming studio cos i interested in music..she asked me hw much money will i need to use..i said 3 million rupiah..she just shake her head..after tt wait for natasha,amalia and syafiee..go JP eat..me,amalia,ashraf,natasha and reena left without rauf and syafiee..i had to carry rauf's bag..his bag very nice the back support..nt so heavy uh the bag..ashraf go home change 1st while me,natasha,amalia and reena go eat 1st..they all came..syafiee went home after eating his ice kacang..i had chicken rice and ice jelly..$6 in total..go library..they made noise then i lyk tell them to shut up..cos wearing uniform seh..haiyo..except for ashraf..wear home clothes..did homework..wanted to borrow superman comic then cannot borrow..cos gt fine..nvm luh..nxt time can borrow..took 198 and went home..reached around 1840+ lyk tt..shower,eat,blogging,chatting..hehe..multi-tasking..hyper all the way seh today:]:]:]

2009-04-20T03:03:00.000-07:00

had the urge to post some cartoon pics..so just post uh..cos bored and it's killing me..btw,the pics tt i posted describes my day actually..start from the bottom..very happy see westwood again..haha..then i started to disturb my friends and joke with them..then i gt angry cos the class was freaking noisy..then i did some open my arms wide thingy in class.. and why did i post that spongebob and patrick picture?i also donno actually..then for the next two pictures,i don't know what was going through my mind at that moment and most top picture is me salivating(is there such a word?) during english lesson..but still gave 75% of my attention to her..so tts all for the day..maybe i'll use pictures to show what my day was lyk nxt time?

Lemon tree

2009-04-17T22:14:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

2009-04-14T00:49:00.000-07:00

just now gt bowling tournament..me,syazwan and jia ping follow the c division..quite boring at first..bt in the end..enjoyed myself..supposed to meet haziq,nadzirul,joey and rohayu..but cancelled..boring rite??..now at school,blogging..wanted to go JP..bt rite,go there also nth one..then saw bestie and good friend together..just didn't have the mood to talk to them..cos..idk luh..just sucks..bt b4 tt,i saw 2 malay frens..read out one of their karangan..they say i sounded weird when i talk malay..i was lyk so?cos i talk more english..aiya..hate tt moment...............................................................................................................................................................
i wonder what's wrong between tt time..now asking nazeerah and syafiqah if they wanna go JP..ok..they say yes..OMG!the librarian say she want to follow?!she gt w0rk..okok..going now..bye:I

2009-04-09T05:27:00.000-07:00

erm,just now got cross-country..met the malays at frontier..syahmi gt there first,then me,then rauf..ashraf was there too..shareez came..reena came..natasha came..finally maisarah came with her dad..so took a ride from her dad..syahmi,rizan and rauf took the mrt and bus..saw amalia then i go chase ahaha..warm-up uh..listen song at maisarah the handphone..chey her one is w595 seh..haha..they not late uh..then run..when upper sec race,we go play play uh..haha..had so much fun..but the fun part was to tease chelsea..she smacked my hand..then she felt the pain herself..hahaha..my hand red a little..haha..i didn't mind..haha..took 154 with the malays except for maisarah cos her dad was there..i don't want to say what happened next cos it just PISSED me off..amalia and natasha went back with me at the same time..took 198..went home..

2009-04-04T19:54:00.000-07:00

yeah..i'm awake cos today is family day..going to arnold's instead of johore cos late ready..haha..going to eat alot today..sister say after eat she want to go buy levi's jeans..she bought a vans shoe..its white in colour..very nice..i want her brown one..i think it will look nice on me..but need to wait until she's sick of that shoe..i alot of patience one,k?going to wear new shirt today,blue jeans,superman belt and brown converse shoe..yeah..maybe at night on9 again..to post what happen during tt period of time:].bestie like to use this smile in msg and msn..i gtg..need to iron clothes and jeans..

2009-04-04T05:16:00.000-07:00

let's start off with what happened yesterday..had bowling..now i know where to stand so can deliver the ball properly after 4 months..had a great time joking wif sam and jordan..told sam where to stand and he gt a spare?he was thank you..i just smiled..hahaha..before going 4 bowling,had a great time talking to bestie,nicollette and amirah..nicollette keep telling me to pull my socks up cos i wear ankle socks..then keep running away from her..in the end,she herself got tired then went down to sit again..funny seh..i went back then she wanted to pull again..in the end,i sat on the floor..haha.then amirah made this remark.."i wonder how sahara's face looks lyk when she emo?"i was just smiling..then she added"cos her face lyk emo or not emo the same"..this time i was really laughing..syazwan came to tell me to board the bus and bid goodbye to bestie..i also played wif rauf and syahmi..they played wif carissa the shoebag..ameline very aggresive..finally i gave in to her cos i knew she hated losing..played with wati(did i get the spelling rite?),fatin and nadzi at the basketball court..use kimhee the ball..syahmi came wif me too..played soccer with tt ball?actually it is rugby and soccer and basketball..wati sit on me..walao..didn't want nadzi to get the ball i go grab the leg..then use one hand to grab the ball..threw it to syahmi and he played rugby..he almost fell cos gt rock he nvr see..me,fatin,wati and nadzi laughed at him lyk mad..thx 4 tt joke syahmi..kimhee and some other ppl came..passed the ball to them and went back to school..tts how the game of the shoebag started..after tt..continue playing..play the primary school game tt i used to play with yijia,junxuan and melvin..at first kimhee was leading..then idk.as if i could readhis mind and know his next move..i won the match..woohoo..a day of playing at school on friday..then went home showered,went to jp for dinner..bro passed his TP,so dnt have to go back camp this sunday is it?the whole family had chicken rice except for sister,she had noodles..cos want to wait 4 brother to come,we went to FOX..sister bought me a t-shirt..she bought a cardigan tt cost $59.00..wow..lyk bahrul's one..wore bahrul's one at taman jurong superbowl cos damn cold..the t-shirt is black and written in white"looking for a better view"..i am indeed..bored with the same things around me..after eating dinner,went to swensens to have dessert..let's start from the top the pictures..waffle dream(sister wanted to but didn't get it cos machine broke down),topless 5(parents had it),frosted chocalate malt(which i had),chocalate crunch(which i wanted to,but changed my mind..)and banana split(bro had it)..went home..online then sleep..

2009-04-01T06:48:00.001-07:00

i love this family!try to spot me..tired ready uh..knee pain

2009-03-27T21:56:00.000-07:00

hahaha..i'm at home alone now..everyone working..i've finished doing my job..and now taking a break..listen song..blogging..yesterday finish maths ready lorh..bowling was atrocious for me..everything went wrong..did quite a number of pushups ytd..hehe..BEST FRIEND helped me to update blog..thx!:D wonder what's going to happen at night..thinking of doing summary 4 the readers' digest..

2009-03-27T06:26:00.000-07:00

Booo! heyyo' people!
haha. her best friend here :]
happy guessing who is her best friend...
hmm, help to update her blog?
but apparantly i do not really know what she is doing everyday...
so cant update what she did everyday:X
but i think , i think...
most of the time she will go and slack at cabin!
hmm am i correct? 0.0
saw her today at the cabin after school
haha, w some other 1F peeps
cant rmb their names :X
but i recognise their face okay!
lalala. hey bestie! swimming rock!
weeeeeeeeeee, all the best for your swimming!
take up your courage and swim like never before!
water is nothing!!
you can overcomeee it! :]:]:]
and and, pleasee luh, take care of your health.
no more fainting in the class, scary bodoh,
imagine fainting in class, its like omg luh
so, take goooood care alright.
haha. anw, kinda surprise u was ex-rulangnite
cuz if im not wrong, that time when facilitating your class
i once asked who from rulang raise up hand
then nobody raise up ):
i was like huh... rulang damn infamous sia
its like every level each , sec1-sec, confirm plus chop less than 15ppl from rulang
sadded right. kuku, hey rulangnite! come to westwood kkay!
promote rulang! haha!
crap :X bleh.
kkaes, gtg. bye people!

2009-03-23T03:24:00.000-07:00

1st day of school damn bad luck...1st part of the day wasn't tt bad until PE came..arghh..donno what happen the class nvr run together..me,chun hang,rong zhou,daryl and some other ppl was very pissed off..daryl said cos the middle group ppl nvr catch up so pppl at the back lag lah!halfway..choi ying felt nauseous..i stopped cos go bring her go see maam..then i continue running..run halfway..the sound of vomitting came out from me..guan yuan,syahmi and rauf the face was lyk WTF?!cos they shocked..nvm..i continued running till the end..then when doing the cooling down..they see i cannot tahan go tell maam..she told me to sit and relax..arghh..stand up,phoebe accidentally hit my head..ouch!head very dizzy ready..gt into class i fainted!semi-conscious..still could hear syahmi,rauf,rong zhou,guan yuan asking me to sit up..i just can't lah..weiyang gt into the clas then talk to me..idk he go where..mama gt into the class and she also talked to me..asked me several questions..then weiyang came with a wheelchair..with 2 other ppl..the woman helped me up the wheelchair while the guy pushed me..i was facing down all the way..took the lift for the 1st time..xD..was in pain kay..inside the lift,the guy asked me what kaind ofpain was it..i said idk..she helped me again on the bed..was very grateful to her..i said "thank you.."..idk if she heard it cos i think i was very soft?the guy go put medicated oil on my forehead..i just slept waiting for mummy to come..heard mummy the footstep and breathe in the sound..the woman on the light then mummy talked to me..the woman asked me if i wanted anything to eat or drink..i said don't want cos no appetite..them rested in the sick bay for the nxt 1/2 hour..walao..the uncle damn noisy leh..i say ready i don't want to go doctor still say must go must go..felt lyk punching him seh..damn irritating..no money go doctor?eat shit lah..then i go say "I WANT TO GO HOME LAH.."..i think he got the msg then shut up..took taxi home..the apek walao take long way..damn dizzy..come out from taxi vomitted..gt blood come out a little..gt home straight away go toilet..stomach pain..then go sleep..mummy gave the stomach pain water medicine and the dizziness pill..open eye half only leh..aiyoyo..then sleep..vomit..then sleep..vomit..gt a little blood come out again..ask mummy for plain water..then sleep..ask mummy cook macaroni with chicken soup..yummy!tts all uh..idk if i wanna go school tmr..btw..i saw BEST FRIEND AND GOOD FRIEND just now..hahaxD

2009-03-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

hmm..bored luh..on9 from 1310 to 1330 in the 1st part of the day..then now on9 again..not namy peeps on9..yeah!tmr school re-open ready..get to see BEST FRIEND,GOOD FRIEND and 1Family members..yeah!btw..tmr gt literature can see MAMA..muahaha..she missed her daughter huh?haha..xD..erm..finished all the homework..yeah!haven't iron uniform yet..argh..i hate waiting 4 tt 185 to come..even though it has 4 wheels bt i think even a snail could beat its speed..so slow..man..i just miss tt carebear at fairprice xtra..its so cute seh..it costs $59.90..worth the cost cos its..omg..have yet to rmb ODE TO JOY music notes..erm..nvm lah horh..waiting 4 tt 185 to come think can create my own song also..haha...no lah..tmr gt PE must wear high socks and i can't wear my high-cut shoes..arghh..so have to wear the other shoe..tmr gt rev-up..yeah!hope iys road-run again..then can run lyk siao..hehe..vertical run also nt bad ah..up and down the staircase..bt push-ball most boring cos i'm the pillar in the class and i'll just have to lyk rest my weight on it?!BORING!!ah..i had alot of hotdog bun today..had alot of nuggetzz too..haha..french fries too..there's geography too..hope EL will be much more fun than term 1..nvm..term 1 is always lyk tt..hey..looking foward to tmr cos i'm going to be chairperson again..haha..hmm..i guess tts all..sleep tight yeah..

2009-03-20T03:05:00.000-07:00

erm..woke up late as usual..on the HP and saw a message from KTBY..then started to msg each other..sorry..didn't reply the last msg..ate at BURGER KING 4 lunch..i had 2 TURKEY BACON..wow!i ate alot seh..then walk walk saw this live seafood at a chinese restaurant..went to FAIRPRICE XTRA and saw CAREBEAR!!haha..i hugged it too yeah..so comfy..i love it yah..erm..bought CADBURY CHOCOLATE FUDGE,WHITE CHOCALATE and the other one i can't rmb..lazy wanna check..then went home..relax and now blogging.hehe..at nite wanna do home econs project..tt should be all 4 the day huh?can't wait for school to re-open..staying at home just sucks..arghh..bored..cannot see frens face..bored..BOred..BORED..the boredom is gettin' greater and greater as days passed..ouh..i miss maam seh..haiz..she so fun bt sadly only a relieve teacher..sianzz...btw..my PM which "i'm accidentally in love" is a song luh..the last 3 words is actually a song..haha..everyone's asking me this,"you in love with who uh?"..blablabla..haha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMHEE!

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!

2009-03-18T23:52:00.000-07:00

"Accidentally in Love"
COUNTING CROWS

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
think about it every time
I think about it
can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

come on, come on
turn a little faster
come on, come on
the world will follow after
come on, come on
cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
running down into the spring that's coming all this love
melting under blue skies
belting out sunlight
shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
to the strawberry ice cream
never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
but there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
mean we're never alone,
never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
jump a little higher
Come on, come on
if you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)

come on, come on
spin a little tighter
come on, come on
and the world's a little brighter
come on, come on
just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

2009-03-18T05:20:00.000-07:00

hahaha..just was the day worth spent with clique..went to imm with them..woohoo...tell you the story.......

CHAPTER 1

the sun was out again..smiling on the earth..;D..sahara woke up to find out her hair was lyk a chicken..she smiled as she looked at the mirror..cleaned the house and showered..wore her LINKIN PARK shirt and went to the PRIMA DELI with the intention of buying a plain waffle..but mother treat her..yeah!so took the HP from her and waited for 157 to come..sat at the end..very nice..the air-con blowing right at her face..saw BOON RUI/JEROME wif his mom..talked to his mom and she went to JP while her son followed sahara to the library to wait for the others to come..at the traffic light,saw MIRA 1C, she smiled at sahara..shake hands with her and OMG!!AMELINE AND RONGZHOU was behind us?ameline hugged sahara..yeah..ran to the library leaving her behind..hahaha..soon the others come..sahara listened to DARYL'S IPOD..wah..the songs shiok ah!took the MRT and they made loads of noise leh!so paiseh..then sahara,syahmi,yao hui,dayl and rong zhou walk fast fast..to imm..then the ppl behind the face become black ready..alamak!problem..went to DAISO..search the clay..ask the person how much was the clay and she said "ALWAYS $2!"..HAHA..i just laughed..then go pay..go eat at BAGUS upon SQ the request and b4 entering there was a COOKIE MONSTER and sahara took some pictutes..THANKS PHOTOGRAPHERS!the pics at the top...

CHAPTER 2 (AT BAGUS..)

WENHAN came with his fren JONAS and BRENDA ask sahara to talk to AMELINE to ask to eat..talked to her and yeah..MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!she said "you eat,i eat.."i said yeah..i'll eat..but in the end,i didn't..sorry ameline..she said she very sad see i very stress..there was alot of tears in her eyes when she looked at sahara..sahara was lyk "eh..lac ah.."then sahara follow her go buy her food.. she bought spagheti and sahara just walked around..RONGZHOU AND KIMHEE ate chicken chop,RAUF AND DARYL ate chicken rice while SYAHMI..idk what he ate..BOON RUI/JEROME,SAHARA,WENHAN AND JONAS didn't eat anything..BRENDA ate AMELINE'S spagheti as she couldn't eat finish..SQ ate fried rice with fish and chicken if i'm not mistaken..THANKS RONGZHOU FOR BUYING ME THE COKE..

CHAPTER 3 (GOING BACK TO THE FRONTIER)

SIQI,BRENDA,SYAHMI,RAUF,DARLY,YAO HUI AND SAHARA went back together..syahmi the ez-link lost so me him shared my ez-link..he go 1st.after tt i can't get through..then i passed him my card and he tapped through the "ENTER" way..the MRT ppl nvr see..the reach boon lay..i use with SQ..she tapped..the both of us go through at the same time..then syahmi use with brenda..haha..then go library do the project..then go home with BOON RUI AND RAUF..took 198..tts all 4 18.03.2009...

2009-03-10T03:36:00.000-07:00

"Breathless"

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

[Chorus]

2009-03-10T03:32:00.001-07:00

"Insomnia"

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

2009-03-10T02:57:00.000-07:00

the english version of qing fei de yi

it's hard to forget the first time i met you
those mesmerizing pair of eyes
in my mind
the thoughts of you
cannot be erased
when i hold your hand and feel your warmth
it's really too much for me to handle
your innocence
i would like to treasure
when i see you suffering i will feel sad
just afraid i will fall in love with you
dare not let myself be too close to you
afraid i've got nothing to offer you
to love you may require a lot of courage too
just afraid i will fall in love with you
maybe one day i wouldn't be able to control myself from falling in love with you
thinking of you only hurts myself
i just can't help falling in love with you
what's the reason
that i meet you again
i really really don't wish to
fall into the love trap like this

nth to post so found this and just post...

2009-03-10T02:31:00.000-07:00

erm..life goes on 4 the past 7 days and i've going to the CABIN wif frens..carissa went there and the nxt day nvr come school..sick i guess?i failed my EL Vocab test..it sucks..frederick gt full marks..congrats..then 4 my EL compo..passed..road-run was fun cos kept laughing cos tt rauf the shoelace keep coming out..then everytime have to tie..hahaha..done my homework and i kept tickling SQ the leg and yeah she crashed me under the huge pillows..crash me lyk lyk siao:)haha..went home and blogging..just a short post...nth to write..

2009-03-03T02:40:00.000-08:00

yeah..completed my hw at school..geography was such a nt so exciting..watched ARCTIC TALES..quite interesting leh..carissa watch lyk want to cry leh..her eyes walao..watery..hahhaa..maths was omg!such a bore?maybe lah horh..had lunch wif SQ,carissa and brenda..then amalia say sir want 2 see me..then i go..then life goes on..saw KTBY and yeah..talked crap wif her..then go see the backgate peeps..sat wif them..saw KTBY again wif her friend..she asked me to take care of her bag and her friend's one while she went out 4 a while..i hugged her bag while her fren one..i carry at my back..haha..actually wanted to wait 4 her till 1800 one..bt late..then went home wif amalia,reena,rauf and maisarah..so fun walk wif them..took 172 wif them go interchange..then went home..story-telling wif mum..and shower..blogging..then pack bag then sleep..tts my routine in life..btw..i was late just nw..haha..sir call my papa?!nvm..

2009-03-02T01:20:00.000-08:00

yeah..cut my hair yesterday..then play the rain wif mum as to wash the hair..hahha..thunder here thunder there..so fun..morning ate KFC wif bro cos mum go work..we both had 2 piece chicken set..had so much fun..then cleaned the house..played the computer..mum called asked me if i wanted to eat anything..i said dont want..then she tell me go down to bring money down..bro asked me to buy biscuits and panadol cold 4 him..i was ok..met mum at goodluck..went to withdraw money..i said i didnt wanna eat rite..in the end i ate LAMB CHOP..omg..such a big appetite..mum had chicken rice and mixed vegetable soup..drank coke while mum drank chrysanthemum tea..tts when mum suggested the both of us went 4 a haircut..yeah!at last!mum bought 4 me HELLO PANDA! biscuits..4 my breakfast one..went back home..watched RHYTHM OF LIFE and listened to radio after tt..slacked 4 the rest of the nite..believe it?i was so bored..decided to call ameline?!talk 4 a moment then put down the phone..slept and gt ready 4 hw the peeps of school to look at me huh?

woke up and ironed my uniform..i went to school and lessons went on..my socks OMG!!sir say i take off socks then i was the only one who hesitate..at 1st..i didn't care..bt thinking hw much trouble it will save me..i just listened..it was me,ameline,chunhang,daryl,carissa,phoebe,wenhan and kimhee who had to suffer the thing..woah!classmates laughed at us leh..hahaa..went to MT clas bare-footed..OMG!i 1st floor leh..at least the chinese peeps in class or at 2nd floor leh..nvm..then in class..walao my legs damn cold!went to buy socks,showed to sir and he was just lyk OK..kao!washed my legs and wore the socks..OMG!so high..nvm..suffered 4 the rest of the day and went to boonlay interchange..(lucky nt boonying interchange)jkjk..no offence..go buy the nasi lemak at TAKEAWAY..its only $1.80..discoverd tt i didnt bring my keys!!arghh!such a bad day lorh!ate outside the house and waited 4 mum to come back..rested and now blogging..nt thinking of changing my blogskin amymore..

P.S. alot of peeps asked me this question..why u cut ur hair until lyk tt?!tt chunhang horh.say i very nerd..walao..nvm..fren fren mah..i love my new hairstyle!some say lyk guanyuan..haha..its just me!

RMB TO WEAR HOUSE T-SHIRTS TMR 4 REV-UP!

2009-02-28T04:32:00.000-08:00

today whole day go out.go CABIN launch,then to JP,then to science centre and finally to JP again to eat at sakura..actually supposed to be at science centre one bt the person say the food will nt be fresh ready..so tell us to come tmr..bt aunt nancy say go the sakura at JP there..ok lorh..walao somemore rain leh!cannot play the water works there..walao..damn sian..then wait 4 198 damn long..went to L3 and visit toilet 1st.then go sakura..nt so many peeps there..sat down near the counter.orderd cockles fried kway teow,curry fish head,beansprouts with salted fish and hotplate beancurd..whole thing cost $41.70..walked and ate the macaroon at bakerzin..aunt ahlian gave me $50 4 pocket money..wohooooooooooo!!!!!then went to GOI!GOI!..aunt alice treat me cheese hotdog.damn full..went home..and now blogging..thinking of changing blogskin cos cant see tagboard..tts all lorh...

2009-02-25T02:55:00.002-08:00

"A Little Too Not Over You"

Oohhhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

2009-02-25T02:43:00.000-08:00

today happy..gt science CT results and sth tt could kill me happened..gt highest marks 4 the test!:D i was stapling up the science answer key at the backboard when she said tt..haha..lucky the staple bullet nvr kana my hand..run(actually sprintX)) to get present lorh..3 sweets..somemore she say i am the person tt she didn't expect most to gt such a score..muahaha..will try harder to gt higher marks..them maths teacher say try to improve in my maths so can balance lah horh..ok..i will try my best..i promise...went to kenny cafe to buy fries..hang out at the canteen and started to to the CS thingy..met syafina and syafiqah there..sat wif them and the librarian too..they damn funny seh..then i donno where the SQ go..she was wif me actually..syafiqah said she outside watching the netball trainng..i was CHEY!..continued my work and went home wif them..btw..i'm friends wif MR K..now..

2009-02-19T02:45:00.000-08:00

tell you something..
i can't stop hearing the song
'IF I WERE A BOY'
and..
'LUCKY'
and..
'BREATHLESS'
the song walao damn nice lorh!
at school everytime sing seh..
at my www.playlist.com also have..

btw..
i'm damn happy as i brought happiness for some peeps..
woah!they see me and this gal will be like 'SAHARA!'
muahaha!
so many frens and many peeps to cover up for me..
bt nt everytime lah horh..
i quite responsible..
tts all peeps..i gtg!

'BITCHES ARE HOT,WHILE SLUTS ARE NT HOT'

2009-02-19T02:16:00.000-08:00

today okok lah..nth special except 4 the short-put assessment..the gals throw 1st then the boys..i damn sian..today go school normal time cos common test..4 ppl were late..wow!nt bad seh our class..the science was ok lah..nt too easy or hard..average..today the maths class stand 4 lyk 10mins..enjoyed it as i love standing..then folkdance was boring..i just can't get into the mood for jokes..cos i felt fucked up..choi ying felt dizzy and i said i felt dizzy too to folkdance teacher and she was lyk'i noe u're joking..so funny!'muahaha!so weird..went down and saw the crazy gal from 3H and joked with her lah..she so funny lorh..music played the keyboard..nth much..chun hang's was pulled by her..wow!interesting 4 me..didn't eat lunch..cos just joked around..we talked abt hairy ass and abt me walking with my head slunted?!went 4 maths class and did a wks on percentage and i was the 1st to go off!saw daryl n frederick so decided nt to go home..walked and saw SOTONG!omg!she looked lyk an octopus maybe?talked to her abt some stuffs wif daryl and frederick..she so funny..went down and saw SQ,brenda and carissa..i thought they went home?so saw them and went to the library and saw more FAMILY members..omg!thought they went home..saw reena and amalia..soon rauf and syahmi came..wow!so great the more the merrier!then helped SQ with her CIP..then came out from the library arnd 4.50?maybe lah horh..i despised her for lying to me..bt i forgave and forget..saw more crazy gals at the bench waiting 4 me to go back together..went out and bought MANGO MILK TEA..hahaha!gt story one horh..they went to gek poh while me and syafiqah went home together..saw farah,rachel and weilin at the bus stop..saw tt 2 HOT STUFF GUY which is my bowling fren..walao he damn funny seh..took the same bus home and his fren said,'I HATE HER..SHE'S A BITCH'. i was like 'BITCHES ARE HOT,WHILE SLUTS ARE NT HOT'..very positive thinking..cos i took a test and study showed tt i'm burning hot?!wow!tts all ah..

oh my..i love this song

2009-02-10T23:49:00.000-08:00

"Lucky"
(feat. Colbie Caillat)

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

oh yeah!

2009-02-10T22:55:00.000-08:00

yeah sports day!i damn happy lorh..cos i running..even though i nvr win cos i thought of KTBY while running..nvm..i don't blame her.hahahaha!bt the outcome is different when she thought of me?!she won a medal seh...congrats!i overslept..and was almost late..sorry 1F!i was the 1st runner n when i heard the shot,i almost fell seh..haiyo!then they say 4 2nd round..i dont take 1st runner cos my legs at the SEDIA position shaking lorh..so i tooik the 3rd runner position..better lorh..i donno who say ah say i 2nd round more faster and better cos i change my shoes..when i passed the baton to phoebe horh..i COLLASPPED to the ground..gt 2 girls come with 1st aid kit bt nth happen to me ah..i came back to the grand stand..SQ turned crazy said,"sahara the big!i love you!"i was like a little bit WTF?!no offence..i understand her..nvm..everytime like tt one lorh..nvr win medal..bt happy cos gt to run 4 the class..then go JP eat..go comic connection rongzhou buy 4 me a teddy bear..yeah!hahahaha!then go home took 157..

2009-02-10T04:48:00.000-08:00

wah!!today i damn stressed!!

tell u ah..tt person horh dont want to brief the class lorh..everything also me one..bt nvm..tt person give more nt clear lorh..stay back until 5.30+..came back with bulky stuffs..haiyo..then ah..i have to say sorry cos rite,i scolded 1F cos they very dont want listen..throw questions at me when i havent say finish..so fucked up..then gt some ppl disturb us..i scold them..they nt happy..come find me..they ask my name,i go ask syahmi wads my name..he say donno..aiyo..DIE! nt happy..then farah dragged me one side talk ah..she say some things..cannot say here..cos 4 me very private..then she leave me alone to settle wif the girls..i was lyk 6 against 1..haiyo..bt i control ah..cannot show tt i scared cos i was out-numbered..bt i steady..gt 1 girl talk chinese say dont like tt lah..she scared ready..i was like so nice ah..then i settled the thing by saying SORRY ah..they lyk also shake hands ah wif me cos i put out my hand mah..basic courtesy leh..then became frens.talk cock wif them..tell em to change the way i walk and stand..cos very ah beng..MUST CHANGE...i practised wif them just nw..they laughed cos say my head slunted..then SORRY to the teacher tt i talked back to just now..thursday going to say a damn big SORRY to you horh..to SQ..i nt angry at you bt at HIM!!to those who slogged their guts out to help me..THANK YOU!!

2009-02-07T20:22:00.000-08:00

this is a picture of me washing my hands in a cup of lemon tea...cool stuff,huh?i look so damn retarded!!
this is me doing the short-put position but with a twist,no ball...it was popular,i think?
this is me and SQ..it was at popular..somewhere near the counter there..brenda was laughing..
me and a toy soldier in HARRIS...

a casual smile in popular!
notice sth?my smile very standard..outfit also..except for the 1st pic..the rest standard..haha!

2009-02-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

today woke up at 9.30..shower..wore my standard outfit..then took 198 go there..1st one reach there leh..so punctual..very proud of myself..then they(siqi,kimhee,fangfang,brenda and daryl) came.siqi saw me and she was like just saw a superstar?(i am one,k?)haha!i didnt care much abt tt.went to 3rd level.settled down and gt down to business.kimhee say i very emo cos i hear music 4 1hour nvr say anything..brenda was like"y u listen music so loud one?"then rongzhou and syafiee came.i just gave the mr bean smile...haha!while doing my work,she kept staring at me seh..scary..like vampire like tt..bt she more worse..jkjk!then went to jp eat L.J.S..i ate golden deal 1..then gt 2 girls ask me and fangfang where mac was..brought them..came back..bought our food..ate..laughed over some idiotic jokes tt i made and the others too..very funny!walked around..fooled around..this is where the interesting part came..went to harris and i did a very stupid/lame/cute act..siqi video..i think the others too..played games at action city..very funny..went to popular..they go buy things..i asked if kimhee could buy me a bear..he said yes..thx bro!i piggy-backed siqi..she fell and i was like still holding a legs?!haha..scared she fall flat,tts why just continue to support..didnt want her to break her neck or spine or sth..she laughed non-stop.took some pictures with her..my smile very standard..go see at her blog..i imitate the elmo thingy tt chelsea have me at the popular and siqi,brenda and kimhee laughed non-stop..sometimes i do wonder if i am really FUNNY?..i gt link her..is ah qi..kimhee payed 4 all the stuffs..and went home..yeah!a wonderful day spent..

2009-01-29T00:52:00.000-08:00

listen,all you people,it happens this way too
those who love,lose their lives too
ones who love like this,do they really die when they die?
Come and listen!
the story goes that there was once a young lad..
who was crazy over a beautiful girl
she was famous throughout the world for her beauty
their story is what everyone calls 'om shanti om'
the young lad wished and desired..
that he would find in her,love in all its splendour
he didn't realize how foolish he was...
he thought the sand was water...
why and how this happened is the story
the story goes that this beauty's eyes and heart belonged to someone else
the innocent lad's dreams were bound to have a bad ending
this story of shattered dreams is what everyone calls 'om shanti om'
listen all you people,it happens this way too
one who laughs a lot weeps a lot too
madly in love,the beauty was betrayed
come and listen...
the story goes that the beauty was in love with a treacherous man
by giving her heart to a merciless man,betrayed by him,she met her end one day
the story of this injustice is what everyone calls 'om shanti om'
why does a murderer not understand?
a crime cannot be hidden...
the stain cannot be erased
it remains on his hands
when that beautiful was murdered
someone was there to help her
but he couldn't save her
love had to shed tears for the loss!
the story goes that the one who knows the murderer,the lad has come back
it's life's way of telling the murderer that the shadow of death surrounds him
the story of rebirth and destiny-this is the story called 'om shanti om'

2009-01-29T00:36:00.000-08:00

ok..things getting better between me n mummy..i took the initiative..yesterday gt bowling training made frens lah..u should noe me huh?friendly..haha..learned the 1 step thing..and my legs pain..especially on the left leg muscle..really need to put all my weight on tt fren..nw still hurting..then today came to school wif chun hang which i do every day..come school see many classmates there ready..down there slack nvr read book..walk around..then sir came went inside class and yeah read book..maths teacher came and revised wif us on chapter 1 cos tmr gt test..the day went on made more frens..malay class very funny cos sth happen and we had it at the library..very fun..tmr gt bowling yeah!going to post another post later..

2009-01-20T02:08:00.000-08:00

today very fun..go sungei buloh with 1F..the geography teacher was the T.I.C...then inside the bus..i made jokes lah..she very good leh..read book..i go disturb by taking A picture of her..haha..i noe i very lame like my good fren say one..nvm..reach there..i had to get them 2 line up in 2s..they some more nvr listen 2 me cos they noe i very open-mindedness..besides the geo teacher..gt another teacher called mr d....... cannot rmb..then go gather in front of the visitors centre..mr samuel take in charge of us..nt bad ah he.fun lyk the geo teacher..wished sir was there 2 help my class gt in order..bt nvm..then we went to this trail..in the wetland reserve&saw malaysia?weird..i gt 1 place very emo donno why..my frens took a picture of me?!so ps..after tt..go the visitors centre(again)..this time we go walk around urself(at last) to search 4 answers..4got to tell u guys readers,on my way in the reserve..i saw a chicken..i donno doing wad lah..but no chance take pics one..saw me then run?aiyoyo.i think i must look lyk its frens kidnapper..haha..then go watch a 10-minute video clip abt mangrove swamps..then go 4 break..after tt gather boarded the bus& i took a video clip of my class..they were 'sahaha!(they call me this)take me..!'i was lyk ok lah..just shoot them donno do wad actions...

2009-01-17T23:15:00.001-08:00

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

2009-01-11T04:38:00.000-08:00

ok.yijia ask me update so i update..

i'm nt really updating here ah..cos my school so fun tt idk where 2 start from..(showing off here ah)...but just noe tt i'm the chairperson of my class which is 1Family..me a chairperson..(4 me is lyk wth..)cos i no disipline one leh..&sense of responsibility also dont have.aiyoyo....then gt folk dance..then some of my classmates lyk the seniors then ask me go ask 4 their numbers 4 them..aiyo..my geo teacher very pretty&i sitting in front of her cannot concentrate cos she keep laughing on her on..scary..but she gt loads of similarities as me..nt bad..can bond 2gether lyk frens..my HE teacher very nice also..i gtg..want 2 iron uniform...

2009-01-03T01:39:00.000-08:00

1st jan 09...

woke up early around 6+ cos sleep at grandma hus cos the eve help aunt 4 the preparation of her daughter marriage..went back around 2315+..thought wanna go the countdown near the neighborhood there..but too tired so just 4get abt it..reach there at 2345..lyk that..i took my shower then watched the show..love is cinta...very touching...but so sleepy tt i watched halfway only..sleep in the living room..heard the fireworks..&ppl were shouting lyk dunno hw 2 say ah eh...so woke up at 6+&took a hot bath...then follow the maid go buy breakfast..so around 8+ my aunt(mum side) go lelong at the nearby place...around 0930+ my sis&cuzy come so got together..around 1000 reach the wedding place help my aunt(father side) do things..at exactly 1100 the wedding took place..see my cousin so cheerful...her hubby damn tall seh...she just at his shoulder seh..haha..his name is "ar ar"..i was real name..?ppl swarm in after 1130 cos near lunch time mah..i help my papa invite the guests in..after tt...the people lyk relac abit so i go walk2 at the nearby shops..nth much there..so went back&helped again...pack the gifts&invite ppl in& serve my grandma after she came.. then she say i wait at the corner wait 4 my eldest uncle come &bring him 2 the place where she was sitting..nt bad ah..gt tyme 2 rest..waited 4 15mins then he came..he looked lyk men in black.. :) i took him 2 where she was&i carried on wif my job..then there was this silat & i watched it..the steps were very rough and one of my aunt did the tiger silat...her face very fierce when she did tt...scared seh...then my father followed my my cousin.. my father did the closing of the silat..his closing very nice...the groom then went up and sat the wif my cousin..the whole ceremony ended at 1900..helped 2 tidy up the void deck...carried boxes up the hus...stack up chairs..after tt went up took shower...rested 4 a while..then my cousin brother sent us back home...reach home..watched little nyonya 4 15mins..then go sleep cos gt school nxt day hor..

2 jan 09

go school take 185..reach school loads of students packed lyk sardines at the quadrangle ready..phoebe sat behind me&we talked...then listen 2 the pricipal talked..i dunno wad talk she talk so i shut my eyes 4 a while..i opened my eyes&saw 1 teacher satring at me so i stare back&i yawned while staring..wth...so went 2 class sat wif phoebe..chun hang sit wif a sissy..his name was james..but i called him sister james..i noe i bad..but its a fact..haha..boon rei(idk hw 2 spell),chun hang,phoebe&hui fang same class..so we stick 2gether...did some activities..when 4 recess&teacher talked crap..i kept yawning..haha..wnet to hall did some activities..and went home...

2008-12-25T19:51:00.000-08:00

"What I've Done"

In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

[Pre-Chorus:]
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done

[Chorus:]
I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

For what I’ve done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m forgiving what I’ve done!!!

[Chorus]

What I’ve done
Forgiving what I’ve done

2008-12-25T19:50:00.000-08:00

"Somewhere I Belong"

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

2008-12-25T19:47:00.000-08:00

"Numb"

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

2008-12-25T04:08:00.000-08:00

2day was fun 4 me...

this was wad happened...

woke up at 7.30+...made my bed,iron my shirt&took my shower...after that around 8.30+ go downstairs wait 4 my aunt&uncle 2 fetch me..we promised 2 go 2 the zoo..that was my 1st trip there...haha..believe it?we ate our breakfast at the kfc there..i had shrooms burger only...cos lazy want to chew..i shared the drink wif my the other cousin...then we go proceed 2 the entrance...2 nice&young ladies welcomed us...there were 3 parrots..1 green while the other 2 were white..the white ones was mating...when people watch rite...belive it..the female one was damn angry sia...i was lyk..ok..then the male one was lyk trying 2 calm down the female..the green one was eating lyk nth took place...then after that we go see the monkeys..nth much there..so proceeded 2 the sea animals show..there was this seal which had a mouth lyk the...something disgusting..cannot remember..it swam using its stomach...very cute..since 1 of my baby cousin was tired...we had to separate 4 while cos my aunt wanted 2 put him into sleep..so me& my cousin go see the fish wif my mum..we saw people picnic there&i missed that kind of moment 4 a while..then we go see the elephant show..there were 3 of them..named..intan,jacky&the other one cannot remember..after that go to the kangaroo place,wanted to feed it but we came too late...so had to wait until 4pm 2 feed it..so we go ride elephant...my mum didnt follow suit cos she say later pain..very nice leh the ride..the body hair very sharp&i keep touching..then hungry cos lunch time ready...eat kfc AGAIN...after that go take the horse carriage ride..the horse very slow..the trainer hit the body&i say STOP ANIMAL ABUSE...haha..the person just laugh also..then we go walk around&i go see the rumah kampong ....fed the lambs..fed the pony(s) too...my aunt said i was disgusting cos nvr wash hands..soon almost 4pm so we went to the kangaroos section to feed them...the kangaroos were very fast when it comes to feeding time..we got number 1 so we fed them 1st...the hair so nice that i kept stroking the body..the kangaroo very cute felt lyk bringing it back home 2 keep it as a pet...impossible...so we walk around go see the baboons..the ass was red!haha!!one of the baboons had an ass which looked lyk a human brain!i also saw one baboon searching 4 another baboon's lice on the body....so cute...we stood there lyk 10mins lyk that then we made our way out of the exit..

2008-12-23T21:23:00.000-08:00

changed blogskin,had a new haircut&going to the zoo on 25th with 2 brats and their parents...which is my aunt and uncle...

i had to babysit the 2 brats yesterday cos their parents go airport send the maid to the hometown..they messed the whole hus&i was also messed the whole hus..ahaa...ok lah...their parents came to fetch them at 6.30+ after the whole thing was settled..i ate dinner..after watched "our makan places:lost and found" then watched this countdownof people who was filthy rich,famous and dunno wad ah..then watched the little nyonya..robert was wtf he violated yuzhu cos he mistaken her for yueniang..pity yuzhu..then the zhenzhu just observe how robert violated yuzhu...i rather save my little sister than just watch...but nvm..anyway the chen xi so the pitiful..forced marriage with zhenzhu..nvm..

i gtg..post later ah..